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Dec 23, 2018

God Indescribable Grace

If you ever wonder how great and good GOD is
no matter what you do, or where you try to find the answer,
it is beyond what we can understand.


When you worked in one place for quite a long time, you became so comfortable that some times your vision get blur, your excitement fade and your consciousness confuse. Well, at least that what happened to me. I have been working in a great company for almost 20 years, and in the last couple of years I have been praying to have a chance to sharpen my vision, to refresh my passion and to focus my heart and mind only to what's matter the most in life: glorify the LORD JESUS.

God has not only given me those, but HE gave me more..

His grace, so I can see how great and good HE is
His mercy, so I can start over with stronger hope and faith
His love, that He keeps His promise to sustain me

I know life ahead will never be easy. But I believe I'm walking towards Light and leaving the shadow behind me. I may be exposed to the unknown glow that this world does not recognize, and the dark shadow may fiercely haunt me down. One thing I know for sure .. God will always be by my side.

Looking back to the years I spent in this company, all the precious moments and friendship, the opportunities to grow and learn, and the wonderful people .. I'm truly truly thankful to God. I really don't deserve those, I'm just a person who failed Him again and again and again. I wonder .. why HE loves me that much. His love is so big that sometimes it scares me to even think about it.

I found this song few years ago, and has been so blessed by it. I always cry listening to this song and playing it over and over again ..

My heart is so proud. My mind is so unfocused.
I see the things You do through me as great things I have done.
And now You gently break me, then lovingly You take me
And hold me as my father and mold me as my maker.
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up,
When I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory,
How far will forgiveness abound?"
And You answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face,
You'll walk in the power of My daily sufficient grace."
At times I may grow weak and feel a bit discouraged,
Knowing that someone, somewhere could do a better job.
For who am I to serve You? I know I don't deserve You.
And that's the part that burns in my heart and keeps me hanging on.
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up,
When I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory,
How far will forgiveness abound?"
And You answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face,
You'll walk in the power of My daily sufficient grace."
You are so patient with me, Lord.
As I walk with You, I'm learning what Your grace really means.
The price that I could never pay was paid at Calvary.
So, instead of trying to repay You, I'm learning to simply obey You
By giving up my life to you For all that You've given to me.
I ask you: "How many times will you pick me up,
When I keep on letting you down?
And each time I will fall short of Your glory,
How far will forgiveness abound?"
And You answer: " My child, I love you.
And as long as you're seeking My face,
You'll walk in the power of My daily sufficient grace."
Songwriters: Laura Mixon Story
Grace lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Capitol Christian Music Group

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